Saying Yes!

For the past three years thing haven't been the best for me, and I think it was partly because after things got bad I thought that was it, like everything was over. I didn't think anything would ever get better, and I was extremely scared to do anything, or go anywhere with anyone. I became a major pessimist, I could find the bad in everything, from as far as a homework assignment, or even my out look on life. I started saying no to everything, going anywhere, hanging out with anyone, doing anything. I was isolated basically, I had built up a wall of emotions against my bed room door, I pretty much lived in there, with exceptions of school and food. I honestly wasn't trying to make things better at all, all I would do is complain about how awful my life was, I was being a complete wimp pretty much. I was scared of everything and everyone, I didn't want to get attached to anyone, I wasn't ready to get hurt, because everything I loved got taken away from me so quickly, with the whole moving thing. Why wouldn't it happen again? That was pretty much my outlook on life. Everything was one big mystery to me, I didn't take any chances, I was to scared I would screw up.

But now, it is going to be all different. I am going to start taking chances and saying yes to more opportunities that come my way, I am going to try and turn my life around, even though it may be a struggle, in the end, who knows, it may be an amazing thing. I am going to say yes to more friends, to spending less time on the internet (that one might be harder than others) I am going to go out more and make new memories, because as of right now, I am going to start changing. I never believed that people could fully change, but that's the thing. I didn't believe it, because I was never put in the position of wanting to change, but now that I am, I can start to believe more in the concept of change, and the whole process of it all. I encourage anyone who may be reading this to try this exactly. Say yes to more opportunities, just like the saying says. "Inhale the good stuff, exhale the bad stuff." What I mean is say yes that could make your life better, happier, and not so isolated, don't say yes to things like smoking and drugs. That's not going to get you anywhere.

Say yes, to saying yes!